Johannes Laitila: Landslide


The reason I have a landslide in my mind is that I never really learned to lie.

Everything is wonderful outside the prison cell inside of which I am locked and I can't let anyone in.

Today I have a landslide in my mind. I burst into tears but there was no reason to cry. It turned out to be an ocean which could drown me and you. And it is growing bigger so everyone else is gonna drown too.

I always have a landslide in my mind. That is why I stay awake late at night.

I tried my best to believe you when you said there was nothing wrong. I closed my eyes for a second and I felt that what you said was true.