Everything is now
Pretty much fucked up
and I don't know how
to pull myself together
(to pull myself back to one piece)

I have tried my best
go through with my life
the more and more I try
the more and more I fail

You say
(you say me)

there is a way
(how to be free)

you say
(you say me)

there is no way
(how to evade)

Blood red/glaring eyes
Hatred /controlling veins

I have been in hell
I still don't feel well
The gates are wide open
waiting for me to enter

The worsest thing has happened
I have seen the messenger
whispering bad things
The spirit is calling

You say
(you say me)

there is a way
(how to be free)

you say
(you say me)

there is no way
(how to evade)

Blood red/glaring eyes
Hatred /controlling veins


I can feel the pain
I must be insane
How long this may last
I need to know fast

There is a flash of hope
if I stop to dope
But my mind is too weak
to end this eternal fight

You say
(you say me)

there is a way
(how to be free)

you say
(you say me)

there is no way
(how to evade)

Blood red/glaring eyes
Hatred /controlling veins