Johannes Laitila: Yesterday She Didn't


i walk all alone again
i paint my face i don't pretend
i walk alone i walk alone
i think of things i haven't done

i spend my days licking pavements
i crawl the streets in defeat
i'm eating snow stay awake
the rain comes down oh it comes down

think if i could lose my self control for just one day
it would be nice because i like her
i don't know if she knows how i feel about her
should i tell her now? i still hesitate

i don't have time to think it over now
i don't want to feel this down
last week she talked to me
yesterday she didn't
last week she smiled at me
yesterday she didn't