I Hold the Knife

human emotions begin to distort, personalities on collision course: if i fail one more time it's absolute. the final cut is coming, no second thoughts: the roon fills with fear and i hold the knife. this time i'll be brave and make your life mine. so apathic and yet so strong: you blamed me for everything and you didn't care at all: the night we met in the rain by the church your hits broke my heart and now i passively hurt