My World

There is no reality, only endless emptiness.
This is just insanity. Nothing more nothing less.
Don't laugh there. Think carefully?
Is it just my head which is insane?
I don't know anymore what I
should do with this meaningless life?
Every day is just another,
disaster in my life?
I know that, it's not true
But what can i do with my.. mind?

A small child, smiles so nicely.
doesn't know yet, what lies ahead.
Teardrop falls, when she looks at me.
She wonders, why that man looks so dead?
She doesn't know, no no no!
Because she's young and i'm so old.
Raging silence, endless ...
Not even a sound, i just wanna weep.
I hear voices, but i can't see the shadows.
I am blind, but i know..
That one day, yes someday,
i learn to love my life.

These thoughts may not make any sense at all.
But they still define my world.
Every day i slip, and i fall,
sick thoughts and fear of death.
This is mine, my own world.
Here i am safe from harm.