I hate to feel this way
don't know why I feel it anyway
tired to be ashamed
I want to bleed it all away
my blood messing my room
my blood messing my room
this is my grace
my dying place

I'm afraid I know
I don't know where to go
killing me today fuck it all away
I dig my own grave
'cause I can't find a way to stay
live for no one
don't know where to go
killing me today fuck it all away
I dig my own grave
but I can't find a way to die

with the stuff
I am not afraid of you
the stuff in my veins
I don't feel so much hate

I take a look around they make me hate myself
I take a look around you make me hate myself

I'm afraid I know
I don't know where to go
killing me today fuck it all away
I dig my own grave
'cause I can't find a way to stay
live for no one
don't know where to go
killing me today fuck it all away
I dig my own grave
but I can't find a way to die

you make me hate myself