Antipope: Brooding

Day by day life is slipping away
Talking to myself, I don't know what to say
The image in the mirror seems to fade
Still I am here, not sure if I wanted to stay

How did I end up like this
Something I can't retrace

Somehow I know
Why I don't dare to face
The memories of the past
Each time I see myself
Broken and wretched
oh, it makes me despise

Running in circles
Inside my head
Closing down
To inevitable end

All I can say
All I can see
Of the marks on my skin
The enemy is me
I've learned the truth
But is it too late
To come back to life
And to find a way