Machinatrix: This Pain

here we go again
such a familiar way to fall
every time i lose my soul
and let it get caught in fire

it's no even real
just an impulse inside
just something i feel
on my command it shall die

this pain belongs to me
me exclusively
this pain is mine to keep
dwell eternally

don't act so innocent
filling up my obsession-fueled engine
you damn well know what you're doing
and then you leave me running idle

do you think you're a god?
so enlightened and all
when you can't predict the cost
and will i rise again at all

how cruel to masturbate with my hurt
i take it in more than it's really worth
don't you know how much i amplify
all the little things that you put inside