Song about fear of death

Song about erotomania.

I'm getting too old for this shit, can't take another hit, that's why I stay with you cause....

I don't wanna be alone...

Koin eksistentiaalista kriisiä "cogito ergo sum" hengessä. Expirience loneliness like never before, in the apartment. Out soon! If only I could get out.

This song is a lie. You got it all wrong.

Kappale on kasattu, sanoitettu ja äänitetty mökillä

Omistettu maailmanrauhalle ja muulle paskalle... (myös mökkikappale)

1. It's only sad to be, lonely in this panopticon around me,
it's only sad to see, how much I need you and how little you need me,

chorus
you can go away, life is calling, I will understand
"I" want you to stay, but "me" is ashamed of showing who I am
I see war, when the reason is falling, I will understand
that it may fall, upon me, but I will understand

I can't change the world, can't even make you stay,
I'm just a teardrop in the rain,
and the life, that I lead, falls in vain

2. It's so pathetic to feel, safe here behind this looking glass but I do
but I'm not ready to real..,...ize...

No one sees the lies that our past conseals,
it shows in their eyes all those memories,
that they try to hide but very often fail,
and let some nasty one slide in and turn down the veil

turn down the veil of life,
turn, turn, turn, turn it down

no one sees the lies that tomorrow holds,
and no one breaks the ties that our past golds

no one, no one
no one sees, no one hears
no one can't see the lies